Life is too short. No matter how you look at it there doesn't seem to be enough time to do all the things you would like to do or are supposed to do.
A dear friend of both my husband and I passed away this week. I am in complete shock and disbelief at how this is possible. It seems like just yesterday he was at our house talking trucks, politics, and food. Then he isn't here anymore.
My heart breaks every time I think of him. He was always so kind, so easy to get along with, and eager to help anyone. I called him the gentle giant. How is it possible he is no longer here? I saw the post on FB from a friend saying R.I.P and I simply kept saying no.
With the death of Bro. Kenneth earlier this month to Dustin's death I am completely drained and my heart is in pain. I don't know that I can handle more grief. I miss them both so badly. Their smiles, their eyes, their way of talking with me. It was like no matter what, when they spoke you were the center of attention to them. Nothing else mattered.
So, how is it these two angels are gone?
Then, I have to witness my husband grieve. It seems he doesn't want to show the pain, but at times he is hit with a wave of sadness. I don't know how to help him through. I don't know what to say to make him feel better. I simply am at a loss.
I truly miss these men. I miss those who I've lost throughout the time I have known Tim. I am so thankful God has given me a husband who knows how to calm me down when I fail miserably to take his pain away.
From my cousin Cameron to Dustin. I cant wait to see you all again. To hear your voice, or to have another conversation. Cameron, Vicki, Kenneth, Karla, Dustin... the list goes on. I truly miss you all.
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