Testimony

I was able to hear a beautiful testimony of the power of prayer and it got me to thinking of how God has been such a huge part of my life within the past year. I don't want to fail and say he wasn't there before - he was. I wasn't. I was selfish and so self absorbed I didn't know how to allow God to get glory. It was not a moment in my life story I am proud of. Yet, here I am and can look back on those days and give him all the thanks he deserves.

The testimony I heard was from a friend who is due before Tim and I. She was told her little boy was breech and if he did not turn she would have to have a C-section. She wrote of how she started with the question why me. Then with prayer and Gods grace she was given peace about the situation. IF she were to have a C-section it was God's will. The great moment where God intervenes. Her little boy is head down and she will be able to labor the way she wanted to. God is truly amazing.

Because of this testimony I think on my own pregnancy. On the moments where I thought why me? Then I thought on all the things where he has stepped in and guided me. I am beyond thankful for those moments.

As we near the arrival of Eddison I can't help but think about how I have one HUGE decision to make. Will we have her at OU or will we have her at home.

There are so many things I feel, heard, think, etc. That guide me in what I think is best for our baby. Then there is my husband. Does he want the same thing? If yes or no, why? I feel once we get to talking about it he turns his listening off. I don't want him to feel like he is being pressured into something he doesn't want to do.

Please pray for us.