Momma & Daddy

I keep thinking of the simple fact - I will be a momma within 19 days. Tim and I will be parents in a few weeks.

To be 100% honest with everyone.... I never - NEVER - thought I would be a mom. I was going to be a single lady, living in NYC with her cats. Today though, I am married to the most amazing man, I am about to have our first child, and yes I have cats and a dog.

I thank God for intervening in my life and giving me these things I have. I am so blessed to have the things I do. "God thank you for the things you have given and taken from me." I believe that with my whole being.

If I were to be pregnant without Tim being the father I can honestly say I am unsure how I would manage.

Tim is my better half. He is my rock, my home, my companion, my best friend, and my soul mate. The fact he will be in the room while Eddison is being born brings me this calm I never thought I could find. The fact he will be holding my hand, rubbing my back, combing my hair makes me feel at peace with what labor and delivery may bring. He has this way of bringing me to Earth calmly.

There is no worry for what type of dad he will be. He will be amazing. For this, I know he will make me an amazing momma to Eddison. He brings out the good in me. Therefore, Eddison is going to have an amazing man to look up to. She will use him as her guide to finding a husband. For that, I am thankful.

I can not wait to meet her. I can't wait to hold her in my arms and kiss her all over. I cant wait to look into her eyes and see the little girl we made together.

So bring it on Momma title. I can do this. Tim can do this. We will be great parents. (Lord willing)