Small Victory

We are home owners (x2)... that is until we can close on the old house. I pray nothing else pops up along the way.

We walked through the old house once it was empty and I almost lost it. There are so many memories in that house, that will never be forgotten. It is a beautiful home and I thank God he allowed me the chance to own it. Our new home is amazing, the neighbors are amazing, and God is so amazing to grant us this blessing.

As I laid in bed last night I couldn't help but thank him for everything he has given, taken away, and has yet to provide. With each small step along the way I know God is there. Even when times are bad and it seems as though there is no light to be seen, he sends a glimmer.

This weekend was that glimmer. I was able to attend a family outing without the thought of, "what will this do." I am always so worried that I may step on a toe, upset someone, or I may take something the wrong way. I was able to walk away knowing I followed God and allowed him to lead me in conversation.

It is hard knowing there isn't a lot of closeness between me and my family. I used to think we were so close, that we all were constantly together, but as I look back on photos, there wasn't as much as I had imagined.

So, I thank God for the moments he provides. Those moments when you take joy in being with family, seeing those you haven't in some time. Although, one sister was not there, she was on my mind. I do miss her. Although, I was able to discuss her and what is going on without thinking I shouldn't.

I am beyond proud of her for going to school, I am so proud of my brother for the man he has become, I am proud of my other sister for growing as a mother and wife. I am proud of my brother-in-law for, although being scared, has taken the bull by the horns. I am proud of my mother for seeing the good in life and sharing it with others. I am proud of my dad for being a man of great virtue. I am extremely proud of my husband for always being there with the right words, and helping hand.

My family it amazing. Complicated, but amazing. It's the small things that make the small victories.