Leave it in the past

Just some thoughts running through my head. Due to everything leading me to wedding bells I have had a lot on my mind.

Problem is I think it is putting a lot on his mind too... I wonder what it is about a person that lets them know, "yep this is it." I know I have some past issues that linger all to close for comfort on occassions but they reside as reminders of what I was and lost.

He is none of the evil that was my life. He is the good, the other half of me. I have had these dreams for the past week about exes and the relationships I had. I know some people thought I would end up with one of them. I never thought I would.

These dreams are like a reminder of what he means to me. How his compassion, calm, sincerity, and love are what keeps me going from day to day. I truly am blessed to come from the past I had to the future I am embracing.

All blah blah aside - my point is don't dwell in the past. There is a reason it is called the past. It made you who you are, but it does not define you. Those things are there to allow you to realize the growth you have taken part of.

God bless the past and future.