Growing Up

Growing up is hard to do. Things seem to change in what seems like the blink of an eye and in reality they are all changing constantly it just takes us to open our eyes to see it.

Being pregnant you start to see changes. People you hung out with, those you didn't, your conversation, your family outings, your music, your concerns, your food intake, and so much more. Granted I was never one who did a whole lot, but I at least got out more.

I pray that those who I may have forgotten, insulted, made upset, or just ignored as of late I am sorry. I don't want to lose those amazing friends I have because of my lack of memory. I want you to know how much you truly mean to me.

Like my last post I need to put forth more effort to those who mean the most to me. Some of my friends know we don't talk daily but I have forgotten to talk monthly and I am sorry. I want to know what is going on, I want to know what bothers you, makes you smile, etc.

I have heard - It is a two way street - I get that, but if I fail on my side what does that say of me? So, this is both an apology to those I have neglected and a promise to do better.

I will put forth the effort. It may come in just the simple form of a text, a card, a message, or a phone call, but it will be something to let you know I am thinking of you and love you.

If I fail let me know. If I forget let me know.... but please be patient with me and know I love you with all my heart and want nothing more than to remain friends until we are old and gray.

So - there ya have it ladies and gents a pregnant ladies promise to her friends! Friends - I love you and will be in touch!!!!!